Speech!!!

I had a fabulous day at the tournament yesterday. Visiting with friends I haven't seen in forever, making new friends, and visiting with friends I see all the time anyways. ;) You all did such a good job and I wish I could have gone to every room and listened to all of the speeches. Congratulations to Ariel Strom for placing 1st. :) That's my best friend for ya lol. I'm so proud of you dear. Sorry I wasn't able to go around the room and say goodbye to everybody before I left. Thank you Will for baring with me and my .... horrible? interesting? beginning? strange? not-so-hot? unable to improvise? .... sax playing. I had fun and I hope to do it next year. I shall continue to practice improvisation ;). Love to all!!!!!!

Energy Boost Please!!!!

Oy Vey this is crazy!!!! I've given all of my energy into hip hop, stretches every day, and ballet show. I can barely do it all. By the end of doing one of the practices I'm just so worn out. I don't know what to do. I'm going to keep going on with my commitments and continue my stretches every day, but I need to figure out a way to gain more energy somehow. Maybe I can steal some from David and Devin :D ;). They are two amazing people that continue to surprise me every time I see them. Over my overly full schedule and depleted energy I'm trying to get some time in to practice my flips and this hip hop dance as much as I can so I won't hurt myself on stage. The joys of being a dancing social butterfly :). I also need to find some time to spend with some of my friends. Oh boy!!!!! hmmm am I working myself too hard??? I hope not. Maybe I should just wait awhile for my body to get used to all of the work I'm putting it through. idk. Well here ya all go, another boring post from the wonderful busy boring life of Jo Bugg, Vixi, Possum, Aivilo Jo.....or any other nickname you all might have for me ;).

Adoption

Being adopted myself I get the inside scoop on personal feelings of adoption. Everyone feels differently about it of course.

I often wonder what it would be like (and you will all have to tell me) to live with people who looked like you, who act like you. Would they understand the way I feel more than the people I'm living with now? Would they communicate the same way I communicate.

I know life would be very different but how different would it be? Would it be better? Would it be worse? I think that some things would be better and others worse.

Do my legal parents understand me as much as my biological parents would?

I sometimes think that my parents are to strict and think what it would be like if I were living with my biological family. Would the rules be the same? Would there be other even more strict rules?

I look around me and see that yes there are other families with parents that aren't as strict with their kids as much as I think my parents are with me, but I also see many families that I think are just way too strict. Does that mean I'm the happy medium?

I don't know. I wish I could figure out something of interest to post on my blog sometime. Why would you all want to read about how an adopted kid feels? If you read this far than you are either bored or a great friend. Either way thank you if you are reading these last sentences.

Latest

Well I don't really have anything of interest to post so I'll just let you all know what's new.

So I'm in a hip hop group with Zane, Faith, David, Devin, and Amy. We just had a get together for it last Friday and tonight is our first practice.

Practices for the ballet recital start soon (whenever our music decides to show up).

My grandma is in the hospital. My dad just got back a few days ago from California and he is now planning another trip for next week. I will most likely go with him.

For all of you speechians I am coming to the tournament hopefully on the Saturday.

God bless and sorry for the boring post :D

So this is what I have of Ducks and my hair

Sorry this is the best one I have of me (you can't see the black :( )
Ducky's moses hair (it parts like the red sea lol, we tried but there was nothing we could do to make it stick up in a point.)

2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!! Well, it's 2010 now. Wow, double digits. Who ever thought that time could pass so quickly. I had fun though last night and this morning. Stayed up 'til two. Derek and I decided to be fun and he spiked his hair and I curled mine and put black highlights in it. :D We played mafia and catch phrase and ate and drank and watched a movie and watched the ball drop in time square. Oh it was so much fun. I hope you all had a splendid new years eve and new years morning :D